Journey

Some say life is a journey. A very deep thought. It leaves room for imagination, and thus makes life full of possibilities.

When you think about it, a journey is started mostly with a destination in mind. You pack your bags based on your requirements, keeping in mind what you will expect from the journey and the destination. But here we are, in life we don't know what to expect, what it wants from us, what it can give back, what we await.

When you deepen your thought, life is the opposite of journey. You don't know what to hope for, what lies beyond the horizon for you, and who are waiting for you.

A planned journey is no fun, you know what goals you might face, how to complete them, and what would happen afterwards. Yes, life can be lived this way too, but it's not fun. At least I believe life is not meant to be completely planned.

Life is not for planning, it's for living.

Stars

It's 3am in the morning.
Sometimes peace is what you need. When you have a lot going on, and stress keeps building up, there is a time when you start feeling cramped.

You suddenly look around and all you see is other people blocking your vision. You have so much to think about that all you know and recently do is not making you happy, they are just an idea to be happy.

But then there is a time when you find yourself outside of that, you no longer find yourself worrying about something distant, you're just looking at the stars. It is just soothing your mind, one peaceful moment at a time.

Peace

I know I've not written anything lately. You can't complain about it though since I'm the only one who is reading these anyways. :P

I've been very busy lately in others' life, and it has stopped me from thinking about my own life. At first it was tough and was easily getting me annoyed but this is a lot better than thinking about my own life and problems.

I don't have any witty lines to go with my current situation but all I can say is this is the happiest I've been in recent times.

Kicked when you're down

Sometimes when you're feeling down for a long time and someone who matters to you approaches to you suddenly and you're left with this smile you can't explain. This smile just wants to say "thank you" till it can.

But when you feel that it had a different purpose and you're still down on the ground, it becomes more difficult to get up from that. That person wasn't there to pick you up, as he/she was nearby but didn't tell you. You just find out later by the amazing social networking.

That person was not there to lend a hand, just to kick you while you were on the ground.

All I can do is thank the person for giving that false hope at least.

Jigsaw puzzle

I was always fascinated by puzzles. You have to put different pieces together the exact way to solve the puzzle.

But this is different from that. My heart was broken in too many pieces, and I cannot figure out how do I fix it back. I had thoughts of giving up, but I wanted to be her support even if she stepped on my face while I was down.

Jigsaw puzzle I say. The world is more complex than that. Reason being there is no set way to solve the puzzle of life. There are some puzzles which only few people can solve even if you have all the pieces. But why is that. We may never know. I'll let you know in this blog if I find it out, someday.

Hope

When you're completely broken and blocking everyone and everything away, somebody will hold your hand, giving you another reason to open your doors.
That feeling is magical, you feel alive after so long. You start feeling your breath and you start seeing yourself as a part of this world.

Hope is like an hourglass. After it's turned upside down you can feel the time passing by, how wonderful is every moment. But when the sand stops falling everything stops. You're left in a state even worse than before. Because shattered hope makes it difficult to hope again.

Lost

Not everyone can reach either of those places. Some get lost. But you get lost on the way to someday, so you're hurt and lost both.

There are people who help you when you're lost. It's very easy to forget your someday and choose another to chase after that special person guiding you out.
It's easy to forget their intentions were just to guide you out. Not for you to trouble them along the way.

If you do change your someday, it's your choice but don't be selfish. You may end up hurting the one guiding you and getting them lost as well.

I don't know if eventually the lost can reach someday in the end, but I sure hope so.

Oneday and someday

Life is a journey. From deciding your goals to reaching that oneday which is the end of our search.

Distance from the start to oneday and to someday is the same. You just need some luck to reach oneday.
The distance from the start to someday is not much but the path to someday is ugly, full of bumps and all kinds of negativity.

Oneday symbolizes aspiration, when you think you have a clear view. But someday is reached after facing a lot of bumps on the way. Someday stands for hope. Although it is also reached after giving up on it.

Both lead to ending your journey, difference is that when you reach someday you would've lost so much that it will probably feel like a dream.

I hope nobody is forced to journey to someday, because it hurts till you start losing yourself.