Jigsaw puzzle

I was always fascinated by puzzles. You have to put different pieces together the exact way to solve the puzzle.

But this is different from that. My heart was broken in too many pieces, and I cannot figure out how do I fix it back. I had thoughts of giving up, but I wanted to be her support even if she stepped on my face while I was down.

Jigsaw puzzle I say. The world is more complex than that. Reason being there is no set way to solve the puzzle of life. There are some puzzles which only few people can solve even if you have all the pieces. But why is that. We may never know. I'll let you know in this blog if I find it out, someday.

Hope

When you're completely broken and blocking everyone and everything away, somebody will hold your hand, giving you another reason to open your doors.
That feeling is magical, you feel alive after so long. You start feeling your breath and you start seeing yourself as a part of this world.

Hope is like an hourglass. After it's turned upside down you can feel the time passing by, how wonderful is every moment. But when the sand stops falling everything stops. You're left in a state even worse than before. Because shattered hope makes it difficult to hope again.

Lost

Not everyone can reach either of those places. Some get lost. But you get lost on the way to someday, so you're hurt and lost both.

There are people who help you when you're lost. It's very easy to forget your someday and choose another to chase after that special person guiding you out.
It's easy to forget their intentions were just to guide you out. Not for you to trouble them along the way.

If you do change your someday, it's your choice but don't be selfish. You may end up hurting the one guiding you and getting them lost as well.

I don't know if eventually the lost can reach someday in the end, but I sure hope so.

Oneday and someday

Life is a journey. From deciding your goals to reaching that oneday which is the end of our search.

Distance from the start to oneday and to someday is the same. You just need some luck to reach oneday.
The distance from the start to someday is not much but the path to someday is ugly, full of bumps and all kinds of negativity.

Oneday symbolizes aspiration, when you think you have a clear view. But someday is reached after facing a lot of bumps on the way. Someday stands for hope. Although it is also reached after giving up on it.

Both lead to ending your journey, difference is that when you reach someday you would've lost so much that it will probably feel like a dream.

I hope nobody is forced to journey to someday, because it hurts till you start losing yourself.